I just realised, I might have a bit of hand fetish…but hm doesn’t everybody? beautiful soft hands. firm. expressive. digging. hooks. shake. cold. warm. hold. carry. grip. choke.
I feel numb and dumb, and unable to lay hands on any words.
It’s amazing what storms your face can hide, what terrible wrecks can writhe and heave beneath, without one ripple on the surface.
It bothers me that no one has the patience to deal with someone who is just sad.